Updating Richard Sauder's Condition
First of all, I want to sincerely thank the 56 individuals who have so far generously elected to donate to my GiveSendGo recovery appeal. I am grateful for every donation, both large and small. The assistance has been a true godsend to me at a terribly painful and vulnerable time.
Notice that thousands of people read what I write and only 56 have bothered themselves to contribute in any way - - the great majority of my readers will not part with even $5 or $10, though many will spend $25 or $50 or $100 or $500 or much more! - - on pizza/potato chips/fried chicken buckets/fast food/colas/beer/liquor/Netflix/arena sports/smart phones/wall mounted TVs/etc. This is completely in line with another trend that I have noticed: the more serious the world situation becomes, and the closer the prognostications that I make (and have been making for years) come to fruition, the fewer and fewer the number of people who write to me.
People in general, including an awful lot of people on the Internet, are becoming more and more superficial and mind controlled. And also scared, very scared.
As for my physical and emotional condition, I am still suffering with a certain degree of pain and reduced strength, equilibrium and range of motion, and will be for some time to come, probably for years. It’s all so much harder to come back from massive, near-fatal, physical trauma when you are 70 years-old, as opposed to 20 years-old. I am self-aware enough to acknowledge that since being hit and run over in the street on this past 6th of December that I am suffering from an appreciable degree of PTSD (post-traumatic stress).
I need to sleep a lot.
The whole episode has hit me very hard at a deep level of my emotional structure. There really was deep evil behind the vicious attempt on my life. I did some blind lexical scrying to discover the motivation behind it and the word that came up was: demonic. I further inquired as to what level the order for the hit came from, and it was in the mid-level of the police-espionage-criminal-governmental structure. The CIA? The U$$A, Inc. Embassy in Quito? The Central Bank of Ecuador? One or more of the criminal cartels operating in Ecuador? I simply do not know, but please note well that all of these agencies/groups/criminal organizations have dealings with each other to a surpisingly great degree.
Some days I don’t leave my little room at all. I do a lot of chanting of holy names.
I find that I really don’t care to talk with a lot of people. I mean, why?? And about what?? They have their cell phones (personal digital enslavement devices that phone home to the nearest cell phone tower with their d*ck pics, t*t pics and whatever else), their gallons of alcohol (wine/beer/vodka/cane alcohol/whiskey/brandy/cheap rotgut liquor/etc., their cocaine/Adderall/methamphetamine/marijuana/fentanyl/heroine/etc., mindless hours in front of the TV watching “shout TV” = stupid morning shows, soap operas, propagandistic national ”news” shows, endless hours of Japanese cartoons dubbed into Spanish. I feel no rapport with these people. None. They are like robots on autopilot.
I still have a notable lack of range of motion on one side, with a noticeable base level of pain, and associated large loss of muscle mass accompanied by much less physical strength. I went through a period of searing lower spine and hip pain, which seems to have mercifully greatly abated in recent weeks.
What can I tell you? I got hit and run over, in a cold-blooded murder attempt. It did real damage to my body and psyche. I’ve been through hell, but I’m coming back. One of my long-time readers wrote to me that I must have old-man-strength, that a lot of people would have been killed outright on impact by the car. In my case, I presume that God’s grace is the key to my survival. How else to explain that I suffered no internal organ ruptures or damage, no major head trauma, and no major bone fractures? Though I hasten to say that I nevertheless truly was very badly injured. I am not minimizing what happened to me. It was brutal.
On the plus side, after half a year I can now stand up unassisted and walk without crutches, albeit slowly, a bit awkwardly and with impaired equilibrium. I cannot go very fast, and must watch every step to avoid tripping and falling. I can step up about half a foot, maybe eight inches before the pain kicks in. Upright mobility is therefore a work in progress. I occasionally travel to another city to see a physical therapist in the public medicine system. There is a local physician whom I know who has offered me a series of four innovative knee treatments for about $320 plus the cost of the office visits, which I have not done so far, principally for cost reasons.
I have spent many hundreds of dollars on nutritional supplements - - things like vit. A, vit. C, magnesium, maca, vit. E, vit. D3, vit. B complex, probiotics, NAC, alpha-lipoic acid, milk thistle, omega 3 oil, selenium, zinc, borax, gelatin, glycine, biotin, lutein, pure cocoa powder, coconut oil, etc. I eat a lot of fresh fruits and vegetables - - mandarin oranges, apples, guanabana, grapes, blueberries, strawberries, papayas, ground cherries, broccoli, squash, tomatoes, onions, garlic, watercress, spinach, lentils, fava beans, as well as peanut butter, walnuts, oatmeal, almonds, tuna fish, eggs, milk, cheese, butter, olive oil, and spices such as ginger, turmeric, oregano, and black pepper. I have paid the rent on my room for a year in advance ($2,000), and hit the thrift and bargain stores for some basic things like shoes, pants and so forth, that are hard to find new, due to my larger physical size than the average adult male in Ecuador. For instance, I bought a pair of used shoes in my size which I then had resoled, all for less than half of what I would have paid for a new pair on sale! I additionally bought three pairs of pants that are my length, but way too big in the waist. I’m having a seamstress take them in. In other words, I have effectively gotten three pairs of pants for half of what I would pay new. That’s the way I roll.
I’ve come a long way in half a year. December and early January were a time of touch and go for me. I hovered on the border of life and death. I easily could have slipped away. I knew it then and I know it now.
Many thanks to all of you who are, and have been, sincere companions on this journey, as extremely hard and difficult as it sometimes has been.
Courage!
As for the rest, Jesus observed that God sends the rain on the just and the unjust alike; and that, similarly, when the sower goes forth, the seed falls on both fertile soil where it may sprout and flourish, and also on stony ground, where it may wither and die.
Please donate to my GiveSendGo fund as I get back on my feet after being mowed down in the street by a hit and run, murder attempt on 6 December 2024, resulting in my near death and emergency hospitalization for most of January. Donate here: https://www.givesendgo.com/GEM1C
The donations now stand at $6,124, which is very close to the goal of $6,500 at the beginning of the campaign. Notwithstanding that, I will be continuing the campaign and raising the dollar goal in the coming weeks. Firstly, people have asked me to keep the campaign open, as it is a convenient way to donate to me. Secondly, I do need the financial contributions and support. Thirdly, the entire world system that we have known our entire lives is in real danger of collapsing later this year and/or next. It could happen any given month from now on. This may be my last chance to generate a little bit of income, as the world comes apart at the seams, slowly at first and then all at once. I have no inheritance, pension, job, trust fund, bank account, stocks and bonds, gold, jewelry, or real estate. So thank you for thinking of me!
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